Idk

Guys idk what I’m feeling bc I lowkey miss this one girl who was my best best friend for a long time but she was so mean sometimes about what I would wear and she would be mean to new people I would meet and she would try to make me take dr6gs with her and she would touch alot not like sa but just enough to make me uncomfortable but I lowkey feel like I loved her but hated her yk? Like I loved her and wanted to be with her but she didn’t things that made me hate her and she would tease me a lot to like make me sleep in the same bed with her and be all up on me all the time and caress my neck face and thighs but yk it’s over now I guess..idk what im even talking about.