idk

ok so i was in clarinet all middle school desperate to switch to percussion (wasn’t allowed to) and i’m a freshmen and i was allowed to do front ensemble during marching season cuz i’m disabled. it’s now concert season so i’m back on clarinet but i feel so shitty cause all the clarinets are all friends with eachother and i’m just there. i miss my percussion friends they’re all so funny and my BESTFRIEND is in percussion. i miss her so much. i’ve never felt so out of place omg pls kill me i feel so so so sad. they made transphobic jokes in  the groupchat. dude