idk how to feel ab him 💔..

okay so its this guy.. total cutie. we used to talk for a bit but it was a lot of stuff going on and we didnt like each other for a bit, at least i thought he didnt like me. ill say maybe a few days ago he texted me, i unsaved his number so i was confused + i woke up out of my sleep minutes after he texted me PAST 11PM MIND YOU!!! so i call the number after asking who it was a low and behold it was him. i was shocked but i wasnt super conscious and aware considering i was asleep, but he asked if i wanted to take a walk with him.. LIKE WHY WOULD YOU ASK ME THAT WHAT HELL????….. okay maybe i did put some clothes on and took a walk with him but for me personally it was like i was getting some type of feeling like it was tension, not in a bad way but it felt intimate??? regardless of whatever me and him went through i can be transparent and comfortable with him, but one of the other reasons we stopped talking was because he turned 18 and im still yk.. 16. (idk why hes asking me, a 16yo girl, to go walk w him at damn near midnight but i went anyway… ugh.) im sure i could go my whole life without telling him that it felt intimate being so close with him. the talks we were having, playfully arguing about what we had going on in the little relationship we had, it felt like i was starting to have a crush on him again. but after him it genuinely got to a point where i could neverrrr take another dude seriously relationship wise, because boys are weird LOL.. but its something telling me that i should talk to him ab the way i felt about the walk but its something else telling me to not tell him anything about it, ITS LIKE AN ANGEL AND A DEVIL ON MY SHOULDERS. but yea idk im over it bruh dttm