I feel so useless, so helpless. All I want to do is be there for the ones I love and protect them, but I can't always be there and it hurts. My mind won't calm down, I can't eat, I can't stop worrying about them. All I can do is chain smoke and chug wine to try and quiet my mind, but it barely works. I just want them to be safe. I hate that I can't be the one to do it.
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Cysper04
Well I don't know but I wish someday you could be there to be there for the ones you really loved and being there to be there for them and protect them.
So you couldn't only be there for them but also eventually have a peace of mind for yourself and be all good and well.