im actually gonna commit mass murder istg

!TW! mentions of su!c!de!

omfg ok so one of my friends (lets call her artemis) has this bf right? and that bf has a friend that likes me (keep in mind i do NOT like him, nor do i even want bf rn) lets call him yo-yo.

so yo-yo likes me and somehow (i assume artemis gave it) got my number. we kinda started talking a bit and he confesses that he likes me, and i say i like him back but only the tiniest bit because hes nice(ish) and i dont wanna ruin his hopes and dreams.

so i tell him im not ready for a relationship yet, bcs im NOT, and he starts guilt-tripping me and pressuring me, and even says that he dosnt have friends and that i want him to khs "like everyone else does"????? LIKE??? WTF DID I DO BRO??

and so i assume hes texting artemis's bf and hes telling artemis, bcs i get a text frm her saying "so it didnt work out? yall didnt work out?" and i tell her whats been happening, AND ALL OF A SUDDEN SHE STARTS SAYING THAT SHES MY "BACKUP FRIEND"?? also keep in mind, i had a CRUSH on her when we first met.

so i went to oz comic con as sal fisher frm sally face, and artemis made my mask, but i didnt wear it bcs i was already overstimulated from the wig and overwhelmed from the amount of people, also i invited my best friend, azure, and was on call with her in the morning while i was at artemis's house.

so apparently artemis assumed that i was using her in some way to get what i wanted, when i had not, and in fact, artemis had made the offer of making my mask in the first place. also she said that she was the one who invited me when even if she didn't, i still wouldve gone anyways, just without her. and when i tell her that, she says that it wouldve "taken me more time to know about it"??? 

AND THEN LIKE AN HOUR LATER, ARTEMIS'S BF ATTEMPTS. AND IM LIKE, THE ONLY ONE FREAKING OUT?? but he's okay, and alive and healthy now.

anyways back to yo-yo, yesterday i had promised him i would call (note; he was still being super naggy and kept spamming me throughout the day, and when i actually got annoyed, he would start guilt-tripping me), but i ended up taking a break from my friends to focus on other things like finishing my fic, working on a painting and finishing some shows. and when i finally open my ipad today, he'd been spamming me the ENTIRE DAY. 

i havent scrolled through anything yet, but i'll update abt what he'd said (and i bet 20 bucks he'd been saying some bs like "im so sorry for what happened the other day, but in grade 12 can we finally date?" and then a hour later "im sorry for saying that, im such in idiot")