Im fucking dying here!!

Okay, so, for some context, I have a lot of medical issues, one of the big ones being hEDS. That's hypermobile Ehlers-danlos syndrome. It fucking sucks and for me, causes a number of symptoms and problems including my joints being rally unstable, dislocating daily, I scar hella weird, stretchy skin, I bruise easily, chronic fatigue, stomach issues, and chronic joint pain. 

And lately, I've had a LOT of flare up days. It's really horrible and these flare up days are much much worse then the flare up days I used to have. Idk what to do atp, Advil isn't helping, I cant eat anything, I've collapsed on the floor a few times, heating pat isnt helping, and I'm walking like that one boy at school who 'doesnt wanna crease his sneakers!'. 

Im just ranting while fucking dying. I wish I had a white monster tho...