I'm gonna cry

I hate the wings I made, they're not what I wanted, and they won't stay where I want and they don't look right, and they're just not right, I have to start over, I can't keep these ones, I'll rip off and keep what I can, so hopefully the only thing I really wasted was cardboard and time, but not too much resources, I'm so upset, I spent so much time on them and I kept telling myself 'it's fine, it just looks weird because it's not finished', but they're finished and I still don't like them, I feel so stupid and like a failure, I haven't felt the best today and this was the final straw, and I bet you when I tell Alice or mom that I don't like them they'll say I should've listened to them when they told me to look at tutorials, and that'll jut make me feel worse and I'll cry and then I'll change my mind and keep these ones and I'll still hate them and I'll regret not making new ones, I didn't need tutorials, I knew what I was doing, I just don't like the result, I feel like crap, I'm gonna go try to calm down now, and maybe clean up my room a bit to distract myself