welcome to this stupid word vomit about my own identity and i'm a little bit annoyed that i can't put a blog into multiple categories . ANYWAYS atm i'm identifying as a genderfluid lesbian that is t4t . there shouldn't be a problem with that and as far as i'm aware there really isn't a problem for it . however , sometimes i feel like being pretty much exclusively t4t is setting me back or something ,, idk i feel like maybe my standards are too high ?
maybe im just doubting myself bc the only actual relationship i've had only lasted a week bc i did something careless and made my ex believe i was too mentally unstable , which really pissed me off !! maybe i had misled them , they must've believed i had fully recovered :// but whatever recovery isnt linear and takes time
i feel pathetic bc i really just want to date someone ,, and no don't tell me to edate i tried that throughout all of high school .. but i think i can handle long distance if i'm a train ride away
i also dont know if people would fw having a genderfluid partner ,, my feelings never really fit into the gender binary but i still worry if i get a partner will i only be seen as a woman or as a man
blehh maybe none of this makes any sense . but if anyone could get me a partner that'd be incredible (preferably a non man since i dont like men ...) ,, im just a teenager tho i'll have my life sorted out in like 15 years or somethin
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Dyle Timesly
t4t is a perfectly reasonable preference imo, but the genderfluid part SUCKS. i hope u find people who can respect ur identity even if not romantic (if you haven't already). dating is a can of worms and i wish you the best of luck
luckily i have a bunch of friends that respect my genderfluid identity !! everyone that i've crushed on is either taken or wayyyyy out of my league tho :// theres more to life than dating tho^^
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