im really tired

yeah so theyre actually going to rip the melanin from my body with tweezers tomorrow. i dont know why. i just want a job. why is this necessary? has anyone else gone through this process? does it hurt? do i want to know? ive never done this

and after they take okay as im typing this i get an update- theyre crushing me into a "fined powder", a fined powder as in im having to pay for this, per gram. this program is really starting to get to me but i cant really do anything about it since i need a job, ive been feeling really bad lately, i hope things turn up soon im getting exhausted