Im Scared

Okay so, i'm still in my weird talking stage, and idk, it's weird being in limbo with someone, her ex called her the other day needing something and she responded but it messed with her head as well, idk i think things are very complicated at the moment. I'm currently reading SOTR holy shit it might be the saddest hunger games ever. Also college is starting again soon, I got a D in my exams this year and a C in the project, next year is just project so hopefully I can lock tf in and get an A or B. I hate academic pressure but every year i push myself to feel it so i can get good grades. Although my tutor last year was practically useless i hated him sm, we're getting a new one though so i hope to god they actually care about us learning and passing the freaking course. Went to Nottingham the other day as well, and got bombarded by loads of people trying to come at me with bible verses and trying to convert me into christianity, now I have nothing against religion but stop trying to convert teenagers and shoving it my face, I just want to go into to HMV ffs. Also telling me being gay is a sin as i'm walking away wont get me to join anytime soon. Ugh i hate people sometimes. Anyway yeah, new college term new me I guess.

-Beth