im so annoyed

i hate living in an apartment under loud asf people- its mostly their kids. they have no respect for the people under them, and stomp. no matter what time it is. it can be 3 oclock in the morning and those mother fuckers are stomping upstairs. 

i am incredibly sensitive to sound and can feel vibrations pretty easily, it makes me overwhelmed and makes me cry. it wouldn’t be loud to other people but it is loud to me. i cannot go through one day without not hearing a noise. i want silence, its so much. i can barely take it, and i really want to move out already. we moved here the beginning of this year and ive lost so much sleep and sanity just dealing with the noise. earplugs dont work, and i cannot nap on weekends- or really at all, unless it is in the mornings, that is the only time i can get sleep and my scedule is fucked now because of it. i hate my landlords, i hate their kids, i hate noise and want silence so im able to sleep and not be crying over sound for an entire day if not many weeks and months of hearing it