I'm so cooked in the friends department 💔💔

I kinda wanna just make daily long rants on here because I have no one to Yap too lowkey 💔💔 this one is kinda of a vent but uhh rant one ig brah:

I don't what is up with me but I can barley make any friends or even have one stay for a few months 😭😭 I swear after I stop messaging them first after a while they just stop talking to me completely 💔💔💔 I uhh do online school so I don't really have any friends irl and I can't make any online and I REALLLLYY need new people to talk to and be friends with because istg the people I consider my friends actually succkkk 🥹🥹 literally can't even message them anymore because they either ignore me, react to me message instead of replying (if you do this you're lowkey my number one opp), or just like give the most driest response ever like come on man 🥹🥹 also literally every time I send kind of a long message just yapping because I don't talk to people enough and when I do I talk a lot lowkey they just don't responsed and it's SOOOOO annoying and they still be online too like come on we can do better than this 🥹🥹 and my friend who I have been friends with for like two years now at least just ignores me??? And one time they did it when I was trying to tell them something serious but whateva man 😓😓 this friend is actually so frustrating to just think about I feel like they hate talking to me then they just randomly want to play roblox with me like okay brah 🫩🫩 I swear they only talk to me when no one else answers them like I'm some last resort or something 💔 also sighhhhh I have this one person i used to be friends with and I lowkey miss them even though I hate their guts now 😓😓 we used to be such good friends before they decided I wasn't good enough to be their friend anymore but whateva 😓😓 literally stopped walking with me to the bus stop but if it was their other friend they would've went like yeah fuck you dude 🙄🙄🙄 also literally another person I used to be friends with who I lowkey also hate I lowkey miss them too braahhh 😓😓 literally tried so hard to hang out with them and talk to them and they did not gaf bro after all that effort I put in 💔💔 it's whateva though 🙄🙄🙄 I uhhh think I have more to rant about including friends but I don't know its whateva right now ig 😓😓