im starting to wonder

how will i be in the future?

my social life as of right now, and for the past 9 months or so, is basically nonexistent

i dont do anything other than make music, go to work, go to school, or go to sleep on ft with my gf anymore

once i graduate, will i be nobody? just go work for someone thats in a higher position than me? will i move out just to "find myself" and do the things to myself like i've been saying i would, and just become nobody? by myself?

and then just die? and then what?

what if i get broken up with and nobody cares anymore? i'm by myself, in my apartment, working just to survive, and then i just die. is that all i'll ever be?

will that be my contribution and the mark ive left? someone's wage slave with black nails?