Im Upset TT

 Am i in the wrong for being upset abt this? I mean, after all, she was trying to help ig.

I think probably a week ago, I had been thinking about breaking up with my bf because we never really talked much. It was awkward whenever we talked at lunch cuz we have no classes together .

Well, I hang with this group of friends, and there's this one girl. UGHHHHHH! So, not everyone likes her cuz, well, she's like a nerd. I DON'T WANNA BE MEAN, I'M SO SORRY! (We will call her J.) 

In my science class, I was talking to her cuz she was the only person in our group in that class. In my class before science, this girl came up to me and told me that she liked my bf. Cuz apparently, two of my friends shipped my bf and her together (he had no idea about this), but she was saying that once I break up with him, she would do her stuff a bit after, so she doesn't break girl code.

OMG, this made me really sick to my stomach .

Anyways, so I was talking to J about what had happened, and she was all like, "omg," "that's so not cool," bleh bleh bleh, and I went on to my next class.

At lunch, I sit down with my group of friends, and she tells me she told my bf I wanted to talk to him. 

WHATTTT...? Ok, then I got pretty upset with her cuz, in my mind, I can't speak for myself, and he came over and sat next to me. I was so embarrassed. For some reason, I couldn't speak. I don't know why I didn't freaking open my mouth.

Eventually, he said, "So SOMEONE told me you wanted to talk abt smth?"

I said, "Oh no, I didn't. She just said that..." (something like that).

Then she FLIPPING said, "Oh yeah, she was complaining about how you don't talk to her and stuff like that."

OK OK, so the reason why I did NOTT like that is cuz she made it sound like I'm desperate to talk to him, or like I'm making him think I'm too much to handle cuz of mood swings.

I was telling her to stop talking, but she didn't, and then he asked me to the movies, walked off, talked to his friends, and then sent this kid to tell me he wanted to break up.

I said me too, then we broke up.

Honestly, it worked out, but now I'm pretty sure all his friends are gonna think whatever he told them about me. UGHHH.

(She did this last year too, so I don't know why I talked to her abt it, but NEVER again.)

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