Imm tirred of thinkingg

Its weird to me how people dont think about much though because thats my whole life right now and my only hobby (that i find value in atleast). Likke im fine if you dont like thinking in scholastic sort of terms but i dont get how you wouldnt just think of philosophy things without books and instead with an idk stoner attitude um like that "brah thats deep bro" stereotype uhhhh do people who dont do that think about their lives or do they just not think at all likekekeke or does everyone think of philosophy in some way directly or indirectly and im just hallucinating. But im tired of thinking like im thinking like im thinking rn gr and i dont even want to just act like an animal furry like i might usually do because i find philosophical significance in that bro and i hate that i said bro because that has like philosophical significance because it can be viewed anthropologically and i dont even know what anthropology feels like so im just guessing everything trying to convince that trying to sound mmm knowledgeable of words makes me feel like i have some thought system i can lean on but i dont know what a thought system feels like