imperfect trifecta

mind, body, soul

school, working out, and trying not to die

all my life I've seen people uphold all three balls with little imperfections.

I've always wondered how they do that, for me its a constant struggle, one thing or the other

I cant juggle. if I'm consistent with working out then my grades go down and the whole thing collapses

if focus my energy on suppressing the urge to put a bag over my head and go to my spot then I start stress eating

If I ignore everything and just focus on my school work I get depressed and start wondering why I'm doing it in the first place

I cant juggle like they do. Or fuck I don't even know I they're juggling or not, can they just hold it effortlessly?