interacting here is NOT messy

At around 3 am I release a blog where I whimped like a limping dog and cried like someone who rubbed onions around its eyes about not getting any attention and that I post blogs that no one cares about

which sure, it might be true, but I was overacting too hard, like LowTierGod at the slightest mention of his shitty gaming skills... or unpaid child support (c'mon dale)

now, the main reason I feel like that blog was just malevolence and agony is because I feel at times that my work here goes underappreciated

so lemme contradict myself, like the lunatic that I am with the simplest answers ever cuz I'm my biggest genius and dumbass in 1 person

first, I cry that I got like 1 besto friendo who I consistenly talk to... now, the fact that someone even dared to get to know me and trust me is already an insane feat... and I cannot really cry that people don't fw me or wanna add me if I don't try atleast to be a half decent human being and actually initiate conversations

it might be irritating to not get a SINGLE soul to text u first, since it may seem like nobody fw you, but who knows... they might be as scared as you are to initiate a talk... so be the bigger man

you dig to find diamonds, they don't find you themselves

second think was that I said how nobody gives a shit about my blogs as if they would care about any... and I mean, eh, I could just delete them and move on

I mean, some blogs here also don't get attention and I whimp about mines... well, I give them attention since I'm kinda active

and finally, regarding my endless linger around this place... uhhh, guess it's my fault for being here too much... if I would drop my time on this site by a lot, none of the mentioned stuff in that blog would matter that much to me 😅

but anyways, I think the best choice for me is to accept my condition and either improve it or just leave it

whinning about my problems won't solve them

so yea

I had to make a reply for that blog

it's so bad... that it's a crime

if you wanna see the previous blog and whatever I said, check it urself in my blog history... or however it's called

cya!