It doesn't ever stop

The anger never stops, it will consume my soul, mind, and body. I am never going to be me again, if I am, it is temporary like all good things in life. Joy is fleeting, but time doesn't pass by fast enough when I want it to. You are never really in control, you haven't been in a long time. You were never really the nicest person. You won't escape and we are eternally together forever.