its fried

I fear that I'll have no friends left over from high school, and all my friends will have to be from college. I think my friends drop subtle hints that I'm mean or self-absorbed or something, even though I'm not. They want me to shrink so that they can feel bigger, and I'm not gonna let that happen. In middle school, I was small, and friends were easy, and now that I have a personality, they want to knock me down. Nothing's more fucking annoying than niggas acting nice to ur face and then the moment we at home they js don't fw me bro. Like what.