july 4th amrica birthday

yo bro todays 4th of july hooray bro, how bout no. I’ma be staying at my cousins house for 5 days and I still have to do work. if im gonna be honest, I want to kill myself, of course id never really actually do it but yk i kinda just feel that way about life and kinda just go along with it. not to sound edgy or anything but its just agony waking up everyday, no one to talk to (realistically) and i do nothing all day with the pressure of summer school and hygiene everyday is just so annoying. of course I dont want to be nasty, i do take care of myself and my body but its just a pain mentally. other than that i have nothing else to talk about and i’ll probably find a problem to talk about later. okay bye and have a good night