Kinda a vent ig?

Idk this is probably gonna sound like cringey whining but I wish I was in a relationship 

I’ve always been a romantic, although that’s embarrassing to say. I love people and being as social as possible, but I feel like no matter how many friends I make it’s not enough and I’m always wondering when I’ll find someone who wants me. It’s not even an issue of loneliness, like I said I have friends, but I want someone I can be in love with or kiss and hold hands or any of that stupid shit

This is stupid and I hope no one reads it. Idk what I’m saying and I’ll probably delete it when I wake up tomorrow