late night ranting with an alcoholic

i really want to take a whole bottle of pink whitney to the dome right about now man.. everything and damn near everybody been overly stressing a bih out🙏 why does life genuinely have to keep continuing to throw the worst curves at me at the worst points in my life again may i mention continuously?? im trying to figure it out but its one thing after another, smoking, drinking, seeing my sister nd best friends, music, and blogging are probably the main things keeping me strongly going at the moment. and the fact that im slowly getting the guy back that ive wanted since i did him wrong (-big sexy from previous blog) is a big contender too, sorry to bring bro back up but i missed talking to him so bad we just got off the phone because both our phones turned to lava after playing roblox on ft💔 #fairs👌 but we will probably call in a little bit or tomorrow night since we usually call at night since we both stay awake all damn night long😭😭. hes funny but hes finna get his ass popped talking the way hes talking i know we arent together so i trying to keep my tweakness at bay but its getting REAL hard out here troops... im gonna break on him here soon and hes gonna remember how crazy i am but i dont think i need to worry he was the only one who could ACTUALLY handle my crazy the right way because hes the same amount as me we level each other out, now we just need our soulmate hair colors to show😜 only cool dope swag kids will catch that ref btw but as i rip the yart in the middle of typing this i feel the need to make a poll and ask everyone to vote on if they prefer the yart or actual bud when smoking ORR both for my big smokers this is a safeplace for every kind of smoker and drinker aswell 💞 anyways swaggy readers i hope youve had an amazing day or night or daylight savings whenever timezone your reading this in, lowkey hitting the yart one more big flipping time and going to SLEEP for the night YAY!!!🥰💕 goodnight to all !!