let me be 😢

this girl reviewed my screenwriting, "is there a plot?" "why would you say this line?"

first of all, there is a plot, i just haven't done screenwriting before so i lowkey have a hard time pacing everything and stuff. so what, you think i'd pull a well written, well paced script out of my ass? 

also even if i didnt have a plot whats wrong w that? like imma be palo alto. imma be dazed and confused

anyway, secondly, i said that line because i was inspired by someone at my school who said exactly that. no, im just kidding, i basically plagiarized a line from love exposure. so sue me.

then you follow up with comments for scripts that are, not to brag, around my level, saying "absolute cinema," or "peak." but then when you come around to me you don't say shit. 

oh, never mind, you do say something. you say, "it's very you," no shit?? like of course?? what the hell does that mean?? am I just that bad of a writer? im crying do i suck? and it's also a pain cause everyone else didn't read my script when they should've. i'm so done.

and u see how i said, "not to brag, my level"? it's because in your eyes, i suck essentially, so comparing other people whose work u said was great means i'm great too. i don't think you'd like that. poor u lmao

i asked later if anyone has any suggestions, girl didn't reply, second later says i just made some bullshit.

ok are u implying that i made bullshit.

even if u didn't idc why would u say that at that time.

she said that my aesthetics were good. ok thanks

but then she said, "sometimes i don't care if the movie is good, i just watch for the aesthetics"

oh and then i said did u guys think that scene was funny? (cause a lot of people did including me and i just wanted to make sure other people with different senses of humor thought it was funny) and then i hear her mumble something, like a no, and then i ask again just for advice and she says i thought it was good. no, i asked if it was funny, not good. she finally said, "..........yeah." ok so it took u that long.

and then sometimes shes like, "i love you but you need to shut up," omg chill.

plus when i was being extroverted for like the 5th time in my life she asked if i took my meds. i don't take medication. what does that mean??

okay just say you hate me. idk i made it into a writing program so thats good, the teacher says my work is good so thats great, and then you ruined all my confidence. btw she's going off to college. this is a grown adult insulting my work. like literally grow up. 

and when i whispered ONE thing she said, "SHHHHHHHHH," like i was yelling in the library.

like let me be.