let your girl have some freedom omd

My parents pmo so bad. They cant go ONE MINUTE without BURSTING INTO MY ROOM AND DISTURBING MY PEACE  or COMPLAINING or TAKING AWAY MY BELOVED PHONE, LAPTOP OR TURNING OFF MY WIFI. AURURURUGUGGHH. They always take my laptop and turn off my wifi at night because they think they r doing me a favor or something. But night is my fav part of the day were all i wanna do is curl up in my bed with my laptop, watch movies and relax. BUT NO THEY HAVE TO TAKE AWAY MY ONLY SOURCE OF CALMNESS (is that even a word- if no, yk what i mean) I LOVE MY DAMN LAPTOP MORE THAN MYSELF STOPPPPPPPP ITS MAKING ME RAGE SO BAD I WANT TO PUNCH A HOLE IN MY WALL OR SOMETHING IDK!! „Oh BuT tHaT sOuNdS lIkE aDdIcCtIoN“  yea IK i am very most likely addicted but i dont really care to be honest- prob js because i have a shitty depressing mindset but yea they shoud be glad that i dont smoke or something, even though i am THIS 🤏 close to start doing so because i love destroying myself. also my parents think taking my stuff makes me go to bed earlier but they r dead wrong cuz without my laptop im also bored as hell and i will distract myself by doing the most random shit at 2am. I CANT WAIT TO MOVE OUT AYYYYY FREEDOMMMMM 🦅🦅🦅🦅 i HATE HATE HATE being dependent on my parents i also cant wait for my own first job and my own money and my own everything that they have NO control over whatsoever. I love daydreaming about my very first own apartment im gen gonna be crying happy tears the day i move out i hate feeling like im in a cage. Maybe im js over exaggerating who knows. I think i need to spend a week in the woods living like a caveman to reset my mind or something