lets see mike tyson take a swing at this

hi. not great, as one could assume. still gotta update my page, still gotta do my work, still gotta figure shit out. not too long ago (just yesterday)i got in contact with an ex friend of mine from a year ago. i just wanted to check in and see if they were doing good and changing to become better, which they were. somehow, one thing led to another and now im playing gmod with the lad and someone else i know. i think he was a lot more excited to see the other person, as it felt like having your mom catch up with a friend at a store. i dont know how to feel about it honestly. he seems to have been changing well, but its hard to forget about the things he did and the people hes affected. i should always think about how its not just what i want, its whats best for others aswell. i think i want to keep it as a mutual relationship and not progress it. check in every now and then, and thats that. theres this deep need to keep every friendship ive ever had, and i regret the ones i cut off except for like one person being a certain alex. idfkkk!!! other than that though, thinfs have been generally shit. grah