Life

Okay, soon I have my driving test which is scaryyy but my mum said she'd help me pay for a car and insurance and shit!! She had a secret savings account I didn't know about that she was saving for my birthday but now I'm getting a car!! I have paid for most but she said she wanted to help me out which i could've cried holy shittttt! I've almost finished reading mockingjay again and I could sob i can't read anymore deaths, I have like two chapters left and I want to read but also really don't want tooooo. I went shopping the other day as well and bought a bunch of things i didn't need but it's all really nice stuff, like i got a candle holder thats an old teashop that is really cute when the candle is in it. I've also been hating the summer weather, its too warm I'm so pissed off about that I need autumn to come now, I lowk want to go back to college im so bored at home now. Although I did some painting and played some football with my little sister yesterday cause I was babysitting. But this summer has sucked so far, it hasn't been the best, summer depression by girl in red is like my top song for this summer cause it sucked, but there's still a little while to go and I should be positive about it all, i really should be but I just can't seem to, anyway, there's more to hope about in the future.

-Beth