Life

Hii guys!!

Its been a little while since last post, but i wanted to give a little update on my life.

So my room is right next to my sisters and i go to bed at about 22:00. The problem is that when i go to bed my sister usually has her boyfriend over. Meaning they will talk loudly and laugh making it impossible for me to sleep. I have told her that her boyfriend should leave at 22:00 so that i can sleep and she told me he would, but he never does. So i have kind of given up and just puts noicecanceling headphones on. Then one day i went to bed and i hear noices from her room. So i put on my headphones, but they are out of battery…

So i just lay there trying not to focus on the sounds, but they get louder and i start to hear more clearly what the sound are. Bed squicking and moaning…

Yeah i wanted to kill myself. So i decided to go outside and wait in the kitchen til her boyfriend leaves. My mom notice me sitting there and asks why. So i tell her that they are being loud. So my mom tells me she would go in and make them be quiet. This makes me panic, because i do not want my mother to se my sister to the deed. I tell her that she shouldnt go inside and leave them be. She asks why, and me not knowing what else to say i tell her what they are doing. She laughs and leave them be and when my sisters boyfriend leave i go to bed. 

A few days later my mom are talking to us both, and she then brings it up. She starts telling my sister that they should be quiet when i go to bed, because of what i heard. Not in a yelling way, i think my mom thought it was funny. But my sister gets so embarrassed and starts yelling that they have never done it with us in the house. Something i know is a lie, but my mom belives her and go on with the day. So do i because it wasnt that important just uncomfortable. 

Then today my sister tells me that me snithcing is such a bitch thing to do and how i shouldnt have done it. While im the one always having to deal with their loud ass voice. She told me how she couldnt belive i said something to mom, when i tried not to. And i saved her ass because if mom went in there my sister would have been scarred for life. I do feel a bit bad, but i hate how my sister always get mad at me for things that are worse for me. Its not her who have to listen to her sister doing the deed when your supposed to be asleep. And it is not a thing to be emberrassed about, i mean it is a normal thing to do. You just shouldnt do it with people in the house. But i dont know if im in the wrong here so i would love an opinion! 

I think im also a bit pissed because life is genuinely so tiring right know.