Life.

so my car broke down TWICE. Once in the middle of the road. So i had to get a new car. was NEVER excited about it but was stressed about the cost because i only make 15 dollars an hour. And i had to pay for the car and its insurance. TWO DAYS of me having the car, it says "engine overheating" and then A DAY LATER I GET INTO AN ACCIDENT. I wasn't hurt but a lady was behind a stopped uber and got impatient and just rammed into the side of me. she tried to LIE and say i was speeding but my trip log on life 360 said that for the ENTIRE TRIP my top speed was 22. WE WERE DRIVING IN A 25!!!!!!!! so that is solved but now I have to either wait for the cars engine to be fixed and then wait for the bumper and fender to be fixed which god knows how long thats gonna take. Or just take the car back up to the place we got it and get a new one and IMMIDENTLY go to a mehanic and see if theres anything wrong with it. NOW i have to drive my moms car wherever i go. Im working at 16 hour shift today AND EVERY SUNDAY. and ive worked techincally 7 days this week instead of 5 because my scedule changed and i still have work tommorow. THEN last night i went to eastern state with some people i dont really like and didnt have fun at all and my phone died and I didn't know my way home and lied and said that i did just to not burden anybdy but i got very very lost and i was driving around for 2 hours. evnetually i found my way home and my mom was beyond pissed off. my life has been on a downward spiral for months and I dont know who the fuck cursed me???? anyway im about to have a 2 hour break and i know i wont be able to sleep so im gonna go to five below and see what they got. My mom is my supervisor and she said she wont do this every sundany but some. give me a break i mean. OK now that im working at this desk ill have a lot of time to blog and have it look like im busy typing something. I just work security at the front desk of a dorm building for an all girls college. I used to work overnight 11pm to 7am at the main building where all the classes happen but that literally gave me no time for my life and it was so hard to stay awake and to do. OK byeeee rant over