loneliness

i usually love being alone and stuff but none of my friends are talking to me right now and i know they all have their own lives and things to do but i still feel so lonely

it seems all of my friends already have their own person, i have 2 people i consider my best friends but i dont see one of them much and the other calls me her best friend but she almost never hangs out with me

i feel like i dont belong anywhere, home doesnt feel like home anymore