I didn't have much hope for another summer other than having a job and making some money. I graduated two months ago and I immediately sent some applications. But no guess, not a single mail back. So the money said goodbye. Okay, maybe I'll spend these days on gaming? Nah, my laptop is a potato and can't hold a simplest game without burning. Maybe go out with friends? Well, they're all spending time with their boyfriends. I swear to God, I am SO BORED man.

I am one of the best students. Or at least I was. It didn't get me anywhere. I will be probably accepted to my dream college, but the schoolarship there is so little, that I wouldn't survive lmao. I can't stand how unfair it is that my classmates are going to that college, though they never really studied in school. It's all about money. I will go to a small city college and oh my, how afraid I am. I'm scared that I will continue to rot away, just like I did in high school because it was too easy for me. I mean, this uni is not that bad, the city has a lot of benefits for students. But I'm scared that I won't meet any cool and smart people. p>

I guess we'll see.