Lonleyness

Humans where made to be with someone right? I mean, obviously not everyone wants/needs a partner, but i just hate how hard it is to find the 'right one'. I mean, do soulmates even exist? Will i ever find 'the right person for me'? It just feels like my days are full of longing for someone, but no one ever comes. And im always filled with this hopefulness that feels stupid, like 'Oh maybe there will be a guy at the campus im moving to' or 'Maybe ill meet someone at the library' or smth like that. URGH its such a pain in the ass waiting for a guy. And yea, i know i could just ask someone out but im way too scared and also im old fashioned, its not like i 'want a prince', i just want to know that the guy is making an effort for me. Well, my hopelessly hopeful search will continue ig. So long,