Lowkey freaking out

Dude i REALLY dont want 2 be a senior. I go back to school in like 6 weeks and then i'll be a senior and that is sickening to me😭😭😭because i feel like it will pass by so fast (my junior year went by like lightwork) and its already July💔💔i just kind of want to go back to when i was littler. I wanted to grow up so badly and for what? 2027 seemed so far away when i was in middle school, but so exciting. Now it's scary as hell and i dread it with every approaching day. Cause then after high school equals college, work...other scary things that make my stomach crawl. I'm probably being dramatic but this is what my mind spiraled to at 6:28 in the morning and i needed 2 get it out