tw for sexual abuse, physical abuse/fighting, stuff like that
mad as fuck because I’m manifesting my friend’s sa’er pissing me off so I can beat him within an inch of his LIFE but it went too far and now I’m thinking of getting raped by him (am I even allowed to talk about my intrusive thoughts like that on here) and so now my body is triggered and I’m having physical hallucinations and it hurts and I feel violated and this happened once when I was sitting scrolling on TikTok when I got raped by a ghost or something. Like I just.. felt it. And I had to get up and shake the feeling off and cry. and now I feel irritated and freaked out and sad and violated and fuck. my life. still going to beat him though. this makes me even angrier if anything. I want him dead I want him dead.. he didn’t even do anything to me but i hope he does so I can rip his throat out with my fucking teeth
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Damn. I think its important that you listen to music or read rn, smth calm (fuck him tho)
nah I think I need to beat the shit out of him. I’ll make a blog when it happens. I’m calm rn but oh buddy will he get what he deserves. he thinks HE’S HER protector. he’s never SEEN me. HE WILL BE DEALT WITH. I am gonna take care of myself first of course
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victorisavampire
!ALSO IMPORTANT! I’m not trying to make my friends sexual trauma about me, but I also have lots of sexual trauma and I’ve had to be around the fucker that assaulted her for months now. Intrusive violent thoughts about that guy + my own sexual abuse = getting triggered, even if he didn’t sexually abuse ME. I’m sure as hell going to abuse him in a different way real soon though. Stupid cunt. He will be dealt with.