making friends

Dawg i hate how antisocial I am I want toake more friends but I always just wait for people to text me first because I'm to scared to text first also first impressions are like key to me I never know how to act becti dont wanna come off as annoying so someone when they see my text or see how I act face to face making friends online and IRL is so freaking hard 

It's also hard because my interests are so god damn unknown like by that I mean the fact I'm in this thing called creg lore and basically no one knows abt it unless u were in the South park fandom like 2 years ago you might have but that's a very small possibility

I wish I had more ppl to talk to about deth causer and such because it's one of my favorite ships in literally willing to explain the entire thing to someone if they're really curious about it but I'm really doubting that's the case