may the force be with u

yo bru wassup bru, u ever have these friends that just are in love with a game that you hate? doesnt happen often but if i had a nickel for everytime it happened i would have around like 5 nickles, which is kinda odd. Idk it kinda just feels forced on me that i have to play or I would be frowned upon from my friends. I've always felt this way of having to appeal to all my friend groups or I would die or something like that, which probably puts more stress on my mind like it already isnt under social lockdown. Also, fomo takes a huge part in this feeling aswell, hearing them laugh at the game while i just sit in call not understanding what just happened like a cuck or something.