MEETING MY ONLINE FRIENDS

...  Life is still hard, BUT i have a new friend group and I love them so much!!!!!!!!  They seriously get my mind off of things and I feel like i can breath again :D    I love 2 be around them 24/7.  they're online but im meeting up with them in less than 4 weeks in NYC! Its gonna be soooo much funziez!!!!  Im so stoked to be with them, they'll be out of my computer and standing right infront of me, theyre the best ever.  I will say... I have a big FAT crush on one of them but he has a girlfriend, though theyre breaking up soon since she's moving. Theyre breaking up a bit after the hangout, so while we hangout he will still b with her D:   I will respect that though... I hope.  I hope I dont make any moves, I mean, theres an EXTREMMMMEEELYYY low chance he likes me the way I like him, thats for freaking sure.  IDK WHAT 2 DO!!!!