It's really funny that like a or two months ago I found that being in a relationship with the same gender was heavily debated in the religion I was raised with. I genuinely thought it wasn't because of my parents talking about how it's against the religion and overall how others reacted to it.
So technically when I found I was queer at the age of 13 [basically I knew nothing and was mostly at home] I was afraid that I was going to hell for being queer. Which was the reason I stopped believing in my religion [alongside my father basically not teaching me properly about my religion.]
If I'm going to be honest I seriously need to thank the person who made that thread of Blu being a Muslim cuz I wouldn't have known that there are queer Muslims and just drift more apart from the religion. I might try to get back to my religion [though it will take some time as I also need to find a way to fix some of my other issues like my intrusive thoughts and my implusive behaviors], but without my father as my personal views on him is kind of tainted [Which I really don't want that, but that's what happens when he never cared to teach me about my Religion, is homophobic [I think. He isn't very bright when it comes to queer people.], and doesn't care about my mental health.
So if I do end up being religious [like around seventeen but that ain't going to happen cuz again I do get some help before I get things back together again]. I'm still going to be that one person who loves shipping, making art, aus, headcanons, writing, and being queer because that's who I am and that'll never go away! ^^
//More of a lighthearted rant CW: religion
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blvkmoon
religion shouldn't be against anyone's sexuality, simple like that
Very true on that [but the problem is that there're people who will think otherwise and tried to make queer relationships a horrible thing which disappoints me a lot. If I knew sooner that religion shouldn't be against anyone being queer than well I would've never felt scared for my safety.]
by Rock3t / Loveshot; ; Report
exactly.It's not the religion's fault, it's the fault of people scared of something that isn't normal, aka lame fucks
by blvkmoon; ; Report
and imo it's sad that people who consider themselves as "god's servant" implant fear in the mind of those who have one different thing than them.It's sad to be afraid for your safety because to who your heart waves.Such a pain
by blvkmoon; ; Report
Yeah. Which they should at least try to understand that's completely fine to be in a queer relationships instead of jumping first into saying that's a sin. Because people can't control who they like so why try to exclude them. [and indeed lame fucks]
by Rock3t / Loveshot; ; Report
they would excuse predators like trump but not an innocent fella who loves
by blvkmoon; ; Report
It's really sad. Because you can't tell anyone about it because they are going to hurt you. Just for being a little different from them. I'm glad that I don't live in a country that will kill you for being queer and I could easily move out of my place to feel safer, but I'm worried for those who are in those countries, because they shouldn't worry about their safety over for being queer,
by Rock3t / Loveshot; ; Report
That's really how the world works. They would excuse rapists and pedophiles, but when it comes to someone who loves, they will just discriminate them and probably worse. It's disappointing and absolute bullshit how this world works.
by Rock3t / Loveshot; ; Report
nice.It's sad that people cannot express themselves without being attacked.Being queer is okay and I've got nothing against someone for loving another of his gender.And I hope that you will be ok and manage to experience love to its fullest
by blvkmoon; ; Report
It is. I really wish that one day hopefully the majority of people will wake up and realized that being queer is okay [and overall realize the damage the presidents and leaders are doing to this world]. And I will hopefully [I do have plans of moving out when I get enough money and try to keep a distance between me and my parents so that I'm able to be myself]
by Rock3t / Loveshot; ; Report
hell yeah.BE YOURSELF AND FUCK THE PIGS WHO RUN OUR WORLD!!!
by blvkmoon; ; Report
YEAH I WILL ^^[AND AGREED ON THAT! [Hoping that they will be taken down and we get better people to run this world!]
by Rock3t / Loveshot; ; Report
if there are better people suited for this...
by blvkmoon; ; Report
yeah,, [Though I will try to hope for a better future for this world, if it happens one day]
by Rock3t / Loveshot; ; Report
love the optimism... maybe there's hope
by blvkmoon; ; Report
Hopefully there will [and thanks, ^^]
by Rock3t / Loveshot; ; Report
always always
by blvkmoon; ; Report
:o]
by Rock3t / Loveshot; ; Report