Mornings

Something that's always annoyed me is waking up, but it's more stupid now, I'm not sure when it started, could be an year ago, could be 6 months, but it's been a while, so mom wants us to wake up at 9 and then we have until 10 to be properly conscious and eat breakfast and whatnot, but I usually wake up at 9:30 - 9:50, I have alarms before that but I never actually get up to those, anyway, my siblings are sent to wake me up (very annoyingly, mind you) regardless of that, my mom has even said to just use alarms and she should stop waking me up because I should be capable of waking up on my own, and I am, I fully am, but have you considered that I don't want to sit downstairs for an hour doing nothing? So I take any extra sleep I can get, and if I did wake up at 9 and went down, she'd just send me away to do my work early 'so you can finish earlier', YOU MADE A SCHEDULE STICK TO IT, I also know that I can wake up on time because I had like a year of waking up with only one alarm at 7:30, and I had a phase this spring where I woke up at 7:30 to go on walks before we did our work, and that lasted a month or two maybe, idk, but it got too hot eventually so I gave up, not the point, point is let me sleep if we're not gonna start work yet, I don't want to say any of this to her tho because she'll just make me feel bad about it, so I'm gonna tough it out until I go to school cuz she said once I go it's my responsibility to get up on time and she won't do anything if I wake up late, I can't wait to go, only a week until my trip and then after that we sort out the school thing yay