my back. owww yowch.

my back hurts, my whole body hurts, yada yada yada. im 21 yrs old and lik.e. im physically disabled, of course i am still functional, Enough to hold a full time job in retail, but i feel like my days are numbered and theres not much time left there for me  bc its actively getting worse every day i feel like recently. and like, it could always be worse and such, but if i think like that then im downplaying what im personally going through or something. idk idk idk. itll work itself out. 

this is a minor inconvenience now but ive been bummed out for the past like, year??? bc i bought minecraft for the ps3 because someone wanted me to, so we could play together, but pretty soon after i did there was a pretty big falling out between her and a mutual friend we had that i dont really know all of the details of, and consequently she cut me off even though i wasnt involved i Think??? and didnt even take sides and such. its fair though, we werent all that super close as we didnt really know eachother for very long. i just kinda miss her. blurg.