My brother

I haven't really cared for my brother much, we haven''t been close in a long time. We don't talk, he needed somewhere to stay and now he's here. I was really upset about this at first, I didn't trust him. Now that he is here I don't feel as strongly but I was really angry, I think just all the emotions I was feeling towards him that have been inside me for about the past almost five years were chanelled through anger because I'm not actually mad at him, at least not to the extent I thought I was. It's confusing. I'm not sure how I feel. I know this is pretty vague but I don't want to say that much about my personal life.