My bsf died a year ago 2day

And my new friend that im really close doesn't even care. I don't know if she even remembers, I told her tho. And instead of her tryna at lest comfort me a lil she's upset bc her bf is texting her. Wtf. And im stuck on a 6 hour car ride coming back from camp with her not even talking to me. And I'm trying so so so hard to keep everything together but it's so hard when everything is jst constantly all I can think abt is her. I hope you have a happy 4th of July to my Americans