my ex

today i saw my ex after a month of no contact not seeing each other nothing, and we've been together for the past two and a half years so ive NEVER gone that long without talking or seeing him. but anyways i went and saw him to get my stuff back from his apartment and we just cried and hugged and talked. but at first he didn't wanna hug or touch me at all he was like disgusted by it and then he finally did it as im getting ready to leave and boy let me tell you it was a STEAMMYYY ass hug but im the one that broke up with him so i shouldnt really be doing this. but i know he misses me because i fucking miss him and i want to get back together with him like im having trouble remembering why i even broke up with him the first place smh.