my fatal flaw is inaction

I do not act on anything.

I don't try new things and pity myself for having no hobbies.

I don't ask people out, I wait for them to like me.

I don't ask my friends to hang out and then complain that I'm lonely.

I don't create conversation and then complain that all of my friendships are surface level.

I don't go new places and then feel trapped in my dorm.

I've never had a real job. 

My friends don't know how much I care about them because I never show it. 

I only did one extracurricular in high school because I had someone join it with me.

Everything is out of my comfort zone. I can only do new things if there's someone there with me basically holding my hand or making me do it. 

If it's not habit, it's not happening, period. 

It's not always that I choose not to do things, it's mostly that I don't even think to do them in the first place. Probably because of how much I'm in my own head instead of being in the real world.

The only thing I've ever been good at is school because it was what I was required to do. 

I don't go anywhere unless I'm required to or someone asked me and is going with me. 

I don't talk to people unless they talk to me first. 

There wouldn't be much difference if I didn't exist.