my feelings

so uhm hi people sorry I wasn't active for 2 months I think. well uhm nothing really happened except for the fact that my bf blocked me (its the second time) because apparently his mom got his phone (its been a month since) and im scared to do anything like tell my friends to add him or smth cuz imagine he wasn't lying and his mom is gonna see multiple girls add him ugh idk what to do but I don't think I believe him anymore cuz its been a month. also im worried cuz the first time he blocked is bcuz he thought I was playing with him then I told my friends to add him and talk to him and he said to my friend : okay imma add her again but if we breakup im gonna end my life. so yeah idk what to do can someone help me pls thankss ! (also ik the layout isn't matching with the story but stick with it ok)