My first entry

I think I'm going to be talking about my life and struggles here, I don't know what else to do. This is the only viable source where I can get help. I cannot seek help with psychiatrists, therapists, and counselors because I keep getting my mental health dismissed.

I've been staying sane on call of duty and researching about perpetrators, I've been thinking of starting a rampage from my purest form of hatred towards my classmates knowing well I'm the weakest kid in class.

..my boyfriend is also a pain in the ass. He keeps on talking to like 5 different girls while I've been forced to stop talking to my male friends knowing well they're very loyal towards their partners. He also can't keep his weenie in his pants sometimes.. yikes. No wonder he got dumped by his ex.

And another thing that's dragging me down is friend's lack of awareness. She keeps on breaking up and getting back with her boyfriend. Let's call her... Boomerang. Basically, boomerang keeps on complainjng about her boyfriend whilst begging for more attention from him. Does that make any sense? If your mad then like.. stop.

I guess this is what I have to offer to this wide web. I'll try to update y'all later.