My first visit to the psychiatrist

I was mentally unwell since the beginning of my life. I couldn't get medical help for many reasons (my country has very stupid and strict rules regarding jobs and mental health ect). I'm 19 now and today I finally went to the psychiatrist which my mom had paid for because I became too impulsive yesterday and could've do stupid things :p 

My psychiatrist was a very sweet woman. She wasn't degrading me or telling me advices, which was really surprising, because you barely get good specialists in Russia. Even though she worked for quite cheap, she prescribed me a couple of medicine and already diagnosed me with a bipolar disorder. She said I might have BPD or even both disorders at the sime time, but she needs more sessions to confirm that. As for now, I will drink 1/4 25mg of Lamotrigine(?), and 1 whole pill of 25mg Quetiapine every day. She said she will increase the dose if the pills will suit me. But she also said that lamotrigine could be lethal for me( ﾟAﾟ ) is that normal? 

Anyways thank you for reading this as I continue on my #healing expirience! It eventually will get better I guess