my hair is so ugly now :((

im so sick of my goofy ass hair. just chopped. i mourn my red hair. now its just faded and EUGHHH!! :((

Like, cmon. i was serving so hard. but now i’m just FREAKING CHOPPED!! Im so SICK of this omg. I think i might start using that clarifying shampoo stuff to get the color out. Sure i hate being blonde, but at least then i could look like Spencer Smith. I don’t look like anyone rn and it’s so annoying!!  

Tomorrow im probably gonna force myself to do my makeup and hair and stuff. I want to take pictures because i have a digital camera now (yay!) and i want to get use out of it. So maybe i’ll post on insta tmrw or soon after. 

Do we think i should make a live journal so i can rant abt the bs i experience daily? Idk i kinda want to.. but i only ever use that website for fanfic if i’m being real. i don’t understand it at ALL. But idk, i might make a livejournal!

(i also dont understand this site. but its ok.)

Anyways, im going the fuck to bed because im trying to get my life back in order. talk to u tmrw (probably) :p