My horrendous love life

Ok so sorry if the format for this is weird I’m on mobile so I can only do so much <3

Ok so my names Ezra I’m 15, I have a group of online friends that I play games with and I’ve known them for a decent amount of time.

There’s this one guy in the group we can call him Catboy (don’t ask it’s a running joke ok), so I’ve known Catboy for a hot minute now and if I’m being honest I started to gain feelings for him maybe a couple days after meeting him, he’s funny, kind, all of the above ok?

Now a little thing about me is I don’t normally talk about my love life (crush ect..) and I also don’t get crushes very often (I think I’ve had 2 through out my entire life).

So a few days ago my friend (also in this group) comes to me talking about how she has a crush on Catboy (we can call her puppygirl just to be on theme yk?) so I obviously not having any experience with this just go along with it and I never told her I liked him to.

For the past few days I’ve had to listen to her fawn over him, and as much as I love her it makes me sick to my stomach to hear her talk about him like that cause I like him (and between her and me I have no chance) I don’t hold any of this against her though.

Now the current situation is I’m the middle man because she was to scared to ask him out and so me being Dum I agreed to ask him out for her and they won’t msg eachother and are taking years to respond and idk what to do cause I’ve already had a horrible day and I don’t want to snap at either of them and give myself away or hurt them but I also don’t want to have to watch my friend take someone I like </3

Ps: I think I made Catboy mad cause I’ve been ignoring both of them cause nobody’s responding and ngl i might cry

!!UPDATE!!

So Catboy can’t decide what to do and hasn’t given puppygirl an answer yet and now he’s asking me what to do, AND IDK CAUSE

1 I’m not going behind puppygirl back, 2 I really really like him, 3 I want to make sure he’s happy with it.

I hope you guys are having a better day than me 

Goodbye!!