My pal cup makes me mental some times + mental nonsense

Me and my buddy cup had spoken about college, and this guy has barely even prepared for it when we start it in a few days. It's just like, dude, you didn't get the app?? You don't know your ID number???? What are you doing, man! So, I'm at a shoe store with him or whatever, and this guy's calling up his mom, and his mom has all the info to his college stuff, and it just blows my mind cause I could never leave all that responsibility to my parents when it's my college stuff! It's like his laid-back attitude about it freaks me out to my core 'cause if that was me, I'd be tweaked outta my mind if I didn't know when my classes started, how many I had, or at least my account login or ID number! I dunno, I don't wanna seem like a jackass ranting about this 'cause he's my best friend in the world, he just hasn't become fully independent yet, and I guess it freaks me out due to how paranoid I am about these things.

I hate to be one of those guys that self-diagnoses randomly, but I can't really get checked out right now, and my paranoia has been getting to me, so I kind of took a label of OCD cause what else can I call it? I'm not like a "clean freak" (I know OCD gets that rep, but I felt like I had to say that), but I get horrifically paranoid I might be secretly evil, doing anything, or that if I don't have full control over a situation, then I'm gonna be revealed as a horrible evil guy when I'm not evil at all. It's complicated  , but whatever, we live, laugh, and love