my pinky finger is werid as hell

im jst gonna make this a blog cus i need to rant abt this lol

MY RIGHT (spesifically) PINKY FINGER IS WEIRD ASF AND IDK WHY, recently ive noticed that no matter what i do, if im using that hand it'll be HARD AS A BRRRICK and idk why???, idk if it has always been like this 'cus i dddoo remember noticing this way back in 2020 aswell but ive never acutally stopped to ask myself why??? or look for why it does that-

for example, im writting this on my pc, currently that fuckass finger is tense, AND WHEN I TRY to lose it up a bit i can't write as fast anymore, or i mess up my spelling more.

When i draw on my phone aswell. I dont own a pencil to draw with digitally so i just use my finger, and bcs im right-handed i draw with that hand lol,  but if i dare to draw for more than an hour straight i gotta rest want it or not cus IT ENDS UP HURTING. ALWAYS. same happends when i animete (also on my phone), and since that takes more time i gotta rest a lot while making one which leads me to take ages to finish something that isnt just a simple 10 to 15 sec animation or jst an animatic.

SAME HAPPENDS WHEN I PLAY MY BASS, ive been practicing a song for a showcase i have this saturday and i realized MY FINGER DOES THE SAME, ON THE SAME HAND, but this time it looks STUPIDER bcs i rest my hand on the bass (duh) which just makes it more visible, and AGAIN, when i try to hide it i play WORSE, but in this case it doesn't end up hurting for some reason?, it's just there to look dumb ig. That or my hand got used to it already idk 

no idea why this happends at all, it just does

reference made on paint cus i feel im not explaining it right XDDD